I believe I have officially entered full-fledged crisis mode in the job sphere. I know I need to find a new position but I do not have the slightest idea what I should be seeking. I am one of those people who tends to bounce from one career path to another in my head and every time I switch, I will sincerely believe that all of them are equally exciting and attainable. Earlier this year, I went back to my alma mater’s career center in a concerted effort to try and find the perfect job for me. I had a great time filling out the personality and interest surveys and exploring the many fields out there. If you want to join me in imagining the possibilities, O*Net is a great place to start. I spent hours on this website daydreaming about being everything from an engineer to a research scientist to a computer nerd. I can be anything when I grow up! The problem is that I apparently need to narrow it down to a manageable amount of options. Drat!
I do have a small but growing list of things that I hope will lead to the Best Job Ever! (Yes, that needs to be capitalized.) First and foremost, I want a job that is meaningful, where I can have a positive impact. I would like to work with energetic, forward-thinking people who are enthusiastic about their work, preferably with a flexible schedule that allows me the freedom to plan my own time.
Here’s where the dilemma lies. I am heading down a path right now that potentially leads to a consulting career and all that signifies: excellent pay, neat corporate bennies (on-site massage? Yes, please), and business travel. Where is the downside, you ask? I would have to move halfway across the country and start over. I also am not sure it would meet the first criterion listed above. However, if I do not pursue this fully, I am not sure where I will end up in this area. I have been browsing the listings and there is not a lot out there beyond this one nonprofit I am desperate to join. Recently, I feel I have really started to become a more active member of the St. Louis community and am uncertain that leaving now would be in my best interest. I have been pondering this for a couple weeks now and the only certain thing is the feeling of absolute boredom that descends upon me every time I step into my cube. I know there is more out there and remain hopeful that I do not have to stumble to take the next step on my career path.






